A spoon full of Sugar and a pinch o’ Pepper

Yeah, this whole coming off Prozac thing was a bad idea. Perhaps it is the stress of working full time and having 3 days of class and three children and laundry and dinners and shit to wipe up all the  time… Who knows.  Well I’ve come undone again.  My shit just unraveled like a cross-stitch for beginners. So what if CA is issuing IOU’s.  Right back at you baby.  Both classes combined seem nothing compared to the atrocity that was A & P.  At moments I feel like beating someone bloody. I need some satisfaction. I can not seem to get this by working hard and going to school. Not that I am giving up by any means. I am just overwhelmingly scholastically frustrated. Beating off with no reward leaves one dry red and listless.